Thoughts on Being Selfish

Would you rather want me to feel guilty and sad? I was only selfish for less than 12hrs...maybe you know me or maybe you don't, but I have been ridiculously so selfless my whole life, always thinking of how I can make the people around me feel better, etc., this year...I want to be free and just think about myself, and maybe in the end, those people that I care about will also realize that I want to be taken cared of...I want people to invite me to something they organized to make me feel better, I want people to ask me if I want to eat dinner with them, to celebrate, to travel, to have fun...I want the world to care about me, even if just a little...